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My buddy and I’ve been planning a giant backpacking journey for the previous two years or so, since our junior yr of faculty. It began out as a far-off dream that, honestly, I didn’t suppose would actually occur, however step-by-step we’ve executed all the things for it. We’ve saved cash, gotten in form, purchased and examined all our gear, and gotten day off from work, and all that’s left now’s to do it. The precise day we go away will rely upon a number of issues, however we’re planning to depart towards the top of July or early August, so our departure is developing quick.
Right here is the issue that’s gnawing away at me: I’m not certain I wish to go anymore. I really feel just like the journey looks as if loads much less enjoyable than it used to, and now I’ve began to seek out myself dreading it, and considering of all the opposite issues I might do with that point (mainly, I might take pleasure in a trip). I don’t wish to disappoint my buddy, as a result of he’s very excited and assumes that I’m too. Do I’ve to go on a visit that I’m dreading? And if I select to not go, is there a manner out with out ruining our friendship?
That is positively a troublesome scenario—and one of the best plan of action relies upon, largely, in your means to be sincere with your self about your plans and your emotions.
In case your greatest drawback is that you just’re feeling discouraged and unmotivated, your buddy may be capable to assist. Clarify to him that you just’re having bother discovering the joy you as soon as had, and also you’re experiencing some new doubts. Possibly all this planning is exhausting, and the fatigue is catching as much as you, and the 2 of you can take a number of days to only hang around collectively, doing one thing enjoyable, moderately than obsessing over each element of the logistics. It may be that you just’re feeling overwhelmed from different stress in your life, and should you’re in a position to take it simple for a bit, you’ll really feel extra like your previous self once more. You can even construct in per week or so of relaxation earlier than your hike, so you’ll be able to replenish earlier than enterprise a brand new huge factor.
It is best to know that pre-adventure hesitation may be very actual, and typically it’s wisest to belief your previous self—the self who put the entire plan in movement—and transfer ahead. A number of journeys really feel most daunting proper earlier than they occur, when stress is highest and also you’re hyper-aware of all the things which may go mistaken. Certain, some folks take pleasure in planning, however for a lot of others it’s an extended slog that they should push by way of to get to the actual factor. If that’s you, you might discover that when you begin transferring and also you’re really on the path, doing what you as soon as dreamed about, you’ll keep in mind why you needed to do it within the first place. That’s when the good things—the enjoyment and the that means—kick in.
If, in your coronary heart, you’re already planning to not go, and also you’re simply discovering for the best exit plan, you must inform your buddy instantly. He’s been trying ahead to this journey for years, and extra importantly, he’s relying on you (and trusting your intentions). The earlier you inform him that you just’re not going, the higher the percentages that he may be capable to rearrange plans and discover a new companion, or else work out a solution to make the journey solo. And the longer you wait to inform him, the extra possible you might be to wreck his journey, and probably—sadly—your friendship.
In reality, even should you inform him you’re not going, the best factor to do—and the factor most probably to protect goodwill—is keep concerned and assist clear up the issues that your leaving creates. As an illustration, in case your buddy finds another person who’s involved in making the journey with him, you can lend that particular person the gear that you just purchased, thus making it extra possible that they’ll be capable to go. In case your buddy decides to backpack solo, however sure elements of the route are difficult to go alone, you can drive out and be a part of him for infrequent challenges. Or if he was relying on you to hold vital gear, you will discover different options for getting the gear the place it’s wanted.
I nonetheless suppose that should you go on the journey, you may shock your self and benefit from the journey—or, even should you don’t take pleasure in it per se, discover it worthwhile. Attending to the beginning line is usually the toughest a part of a race, and on this case, you’re nearly there. However should you’re not going, just remember to take as a lot duty as doable for the ways in which your buddy is counting on you, each on and off the path. Even when he doesn’t plan journeys once more with you sooner or later, he ought to know that you just care about him when it counts.